last day of my fast and i really don't feel well. :/
stay strong lovelies.
not sure i'll be a very faithful member but i'll do my best.
i live in australia, i'm 15 years old.
i've had my ed for about 2 years now .
at the moment i'm kind of/not really trying to recover. i've convinvced myself i'm recovering, but i'm not actually doing anything different. but whatever. i want my mind to be normal, but i still want to be thin, thin, thin.
looking forward to getting to know you all. <3
but this isn't my first time posting on a ana group.
so i'm not a "newbie" or a "wannabe"
i'm 5'9 and too embarressed to say my weight.
i reached my first goal weight today, instead of sunday. so i'm happy
i fast all the time.
and if i don't fast, then i purge.
i'm excited to get to know all of you
OK i didn't eat for the past five days..! just don't feel like eating..! well my mum said i lost some weight..but i don't think is enough..! i need to be less dan 100lbs before 15april..! i'm not sure what's my weight right now but i hope is lesser dan 110lbs..!
anyway after five days i almost faint without any energy as i was doing exercise without eating..so i have no choice but to have a tablespoon of cereal so that i won't faint and my mum won't know abt it..! oh i feel so like shit right now..! hopefully i did lose some..weight
- Current Mood: guilty
I love this community.
Are most of you from the U.S.?
I really can't believe all this (my e.d) has returned.
I can't even look in the mirror.
I don't want to eat anything.
I never want to eat again. Why do I have to.
I'm new. I saw this community on PA but it took ages for me to get accepted on there (I'm still not) so you might not know me.
HW- 140lbs (never again)
LW- 98lbs <3
CW- 119lbs (eurg)
GW- Whenever I'm happy
I've been in a disordered state of mind for as long as I can remember. It's the only thing I know, which is kinda depressing.
I'm looking forward to getting to know y'all.
Stay strong huns xoxox