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i binged all day long ._. i couldnt resist chocolate. argh i hate easter, i hate it i hate it ! im so weak, im worthless, i cant do anything, i cant resist food that makes me even fatter than I already am! i lost weight the 5 last days, i felt so strong, and happy cause i finally had the control back! but now?! im so stupid argh arghhhhhhhhhh. ill never eat again damn =/ ill never be thin, never ever.gosssssssssssssssssh :/
i want to turn back time damnnnnnnnnnnn.why did i do this? why? please tell me i wont gain too much , please tell me i wont gain more than 1 lbs.
fuck
love to you all
xx
thank god there are proanas...my friends don't understand ANYTHING!

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rosyliaxxx
Apr. 13th, 2009 02:09 am (UTC)
i feel the exact same way. i hada eat all cuz uv stupid easter! im so mad at myself. and dont worry i doubt we gained anything.. i worked out after, you should do the same girl. and i know wha u mean about havin friends who dont understand.. its kinda depressing =/ but w.e..
oneday325
Apr. 13th, 2009 02:09 pm (UTC)
aww dear. it's easter! you're allowed to enjoy yourself.
now you've got the rest of the year to get on track.
i seriously doubt you would've gained much.
everything will be okay! i promise :)

<3
spikey232208
Apr. 13th, 2009 02:48 pm (UTC)
I hate Easter too. =[
I'm sorry. I feel the same way too.
Love xx
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